Did you get to ride today?

No i was at the barn but my boy's hoof is sore it chipped then grew back oddly so i just cleaned his foot out and brushed him. and i feel so bad cause he wont show pain to me , hes such a trooper and i feel so bad i didnt know he was sore and i got mad at him for not picking up his right lead when in truth he was sore, oh i feel like such a terrible owner :'( i honestly feel like i deserve a kick to the stomache for being so harsh cause he wouldnt react to a pressure test so i pushed him cause i thought he was okay and just having a moment